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adjust to the changes to the                                                   improve myself. No, I found

     program, or see the technological progress                   myself at T-Rex arm’s length away from
     before them, and utters the world’s worst phrase          many areas of the Toastmasters experience. I
     “we’ve never done it that way before” or similar          think I just became inured to the changes and
     words to that effect. Might as well try to use            latest programs because I was not committed to

     those little arms to pick things up, or even grab         wanting to try them out. Oh yes, I survived the
     a cup of coffee. (Do you know why dinosaurs               first changes in the early 2000’s and found them
     do not use drive through windows? Their arms              making sense and became challenged to learn.
     cannot reach the food nor dig into their pockets          Then we hit Pathways-which I sort of liked, but it

     for change.)                                              came out earlier to our District than we thought
         For you see, I have lost my “ joy” in                 it would and were a little unprepared and not
     Toastmasters. For some reason, I find myself              ready for the resistance we faced. (Resistance was
     being placed “on the back burner” of the                  futile.) Now, four DTM’s later, I have become a

     Toastmasters world. I am not working on any               ho-hum Toastmaster. My brain has been slowly
     education programs to improve myself. Do not              turning into stone or concrete, allowing the blood
     think that I believe for one single moment that I         flow to cease its coursing through my veins, and
     had “arrived” and was so perfect and wonderful            I am rapidly becoming dull and lifeless. I am

     in my speechcraft, or evaluations or leadership           functioning yes, but barely.
     that there was nothing that any could teach me.              Take leadership as another example for
         No, that really is not the issue. There are           my theorem. In the last two years I have gone
     plenty of tools and methods I could still learn to        from being involved at the District, Division,




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